One of those days...

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Today was one of those sad days that just brought me down..

Started to think about the negative things about myself, my life, and my future. My thoughts wandered around knit picking on who I am and what I have done wrong in the past.
All I wanted to do was to just shut my mind and to stay at peace, but I wasn't able to.. Next thing I knew, I saw myself hooked.. Letting my horrible thoughts take the best of me..

But things immediately changed when I saw the beautiful tulips outside my door, and got some of my recently favorite yogurt in my tummy.
All I needed was company, appreciation, and a reminder that even though there can be pains and sorrows in this world, I'm not alone :)

Happy Anniversary Boyfriend!

Hi,

I can't believe it only has been one year that we've been together. It definitely feels way longer than that. I just want to thank you for your love and kindness that you have poured out not only to my family but also to my relatives and friends.
Your generous heart and your thoughtful gifts have always exceeded my expectations. I don't know how you do that!

For example, you always washed the dishes at my house after a meal so that my mom would not have to wash them after work. You brought random foods and gifts here and there for my relatives and my family so that they were able to try something new. You were not stingy with your money, but yet you gave generously to all those who are in need.

You have definitely showed me through out the year that you were not just a young immature guy, (who is btw hot!) but you have become the true leader in Christ, and have led this relationship wisely through God's strength.

I know that sometimes I could be a pain in the butt for you, but I just wanted you to know how much I appreciate the way you handled every fights, and arguments that we had. Through your gentle words and your patience, you have helped me to see the positive sides, and to have the Christ like heart, even when I'm angry and upset. Because of your patience and gentle love, you have greatly showed me Jesus' love through you, and have changed me a lot.

When you first told me that I deserve the best and I should not compromise, I first thought that you were like any other guys who just says what they say and never mean them, but you definitely showed me wrong. You truly treated me and still treat me the ABSOLUTE best that you could and you, yourself never allowed me to compromise my morals and Christ-centered standards. You have helped me to stand independently in Christ, not as "someone's girlfriend", but as Christ's beautiful daughter.
I don't know how to thank you for all that you have done for me. But I just want to say I appreciate you and I like you very much. 

 God SERIOUSLY has the PERFECT timing, and thank you for being obedient to God.
Thank you for liking me, for choosing me, and for constantly loving on me.

Happy Anniversary Boyfriend!!!!!!!

(Nathan Sonsern Lin)

Breaking News

I have currently lost my voice because I yelled out "LOUIS! COME INSIDE!" Like bazillion times.

I immediately texted my boyfriend after the tragedy..
             "I almost lost my voice yelling out Louis cause my mom freaked out and yelled out my name! (this currently does not make sense, but hold on..) Louis FEARLESSLY barked and tried to catch the beastly looking thing in our back yard, but my FEARFUL mom tried to "protect" Louis by calling out to me -_-. I run downstairs, and I yell out "Louis! COME IN!" like fifty times, but he didnt, and he continuously barked and tried to attack. So my dad quietly walks out, Louis comes in (finally) "tag team here" and my dad FEARLESSLY killed the beast and dumped it."

My puppy, cute litto puppy, was a brave soldier today. I always thought he was a scary cat, but he proved me wrong in my own back yard.

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